Don't ever take things for granted ;

Small little things.

Pardon me, I'm feeling sucky.
I need someone to talk to.
But I've no idea what to say.
Cause no one can help unless miracle happens.

I need someone whom I can rely on always.
I need someone who loves me more than anything.
I need someone who cares for me unconditionally.
I need someone who puts me before anything else. (At least before himself/friends.)
I need someone who dotes me like I'm a 3years old kid.
I need someone who coax for me like I'm a baby.
I need someone who spares a thought for me every now&then.
I need someone who thinks before doing any thing funny.
I need someone who wouldnt find me ridicious, sensitive, irritating etc.
I need someone who could go all out for me.
I need someone who respect me.
I need someone who never lie to me.
I need someone who understand me inside out.
I need someone who tells me everything&anything.
I need someone who takes initiative to message/call me every single day.
I need someone who could do what he said/promised.
I need someone who will worry if I'm feeling well, happy etc.
Last but not least, I need someone who can give me what I need.

Can you?
Can you?
Can you?
If you can, do let me know, I may take you into consideration. LOLS.
&yes, you've to be a goodboy. (dont smoke, dont drink unless necessary, dont club!)

Love is not just about receiving.
But then again, life's never fair.

If you treat me nicely, I will treat you nicer.
If you treat me badly, I will treat you terribly.
Try me, you want to be cruel, I can be as cruel.
If you dont even care then I wouldnt be bothered.
From now on, I will to learn to care less.

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I've learnt to smile no matter how bad things were, to save explanations&worries from people.
I've learnt to take things easily.
I've learnt to treat everyone the way they treat me.
I've learnt it's not how much you try is how determine you are.

Girlfriends are the ones who know me best.
But then again, they cant help me in all the problems that I'm facing.

30th October, Thursday.

school from 2pm-5pm. after school, meet up with Jasline at Kovan Mac to teach her POA again. Erinna&Gaofei joined us around 8plus. dinner-ed at Kfc. then home around 10plus.

31st October, Friday.

Happy Birthday to Mr. Phua!

had less than 5hours of sleep. lesson from 10am-2pm. Statistics tutor was late for half an hour. great or what. LOLS. after school, went lab to do some research for IT project. after that, mrt-ed down to City Hall with Bf. lunch-ed at Funan's Foodcourt. then Bf went for his guitar while I walk around the mall while waiting for his guitar to end. finally 6pm, his guitar ended. after that, walked around Funan, Raffles Place shopping centre. then Marina Square for dinner at LongJohn. then Esplanade, home around 11plus. the night was great with the right person.

1st November, Saturday.

no mood but I still have to fake a smile. Yuying for Band practice from 6plus till 10plus. had a short celebration for Mr. Phua. after practice, bus-ed to Hougang Avenue 5 there for cousin's grandmother's funeral. home with parents around 1plus?

I hate having to wait like some idiot always.
Everything has its limits.
Dont go overboard.

Walk away, Loved. 1:25:00 AM `